Name: Anonymous 2007-08-31 0:01 ID:RIKDyLnw
Anyone else out there afraid they won't find someone to spend/share their lives with? Being ugly, and kinda weird, I don't see myself finding one sadly. This has been the main reason for my depression since I was 13 and the kids at school (and even up to this day at 20) would pick on me for my looks. I also have a strong feeling that this is why I'm so weird and socially inept too. This destroyed my confidence and maybe any chances I might of had in creating any relationships. It really gets me down too when people claim to be far from shallow, when later I would hear them comment on how hot someone was.
I'm sorry, but I'm really not interested in hearing anymore of the "Looks don't matter" stuff either. It's more than obvious in real life that they do, and no amount of E-talk is going to change my mind. I just want to know there are others out there that feels like me in hopes it will relieve my depression and ward off suicidal thoughts.
I don't mean to shut anyone down, but looks do matter, and if anyone esle says otherwise I automatically call BS in my head, so it won't help .