I wish I could die

but why?
wells ive been having family problems kind of
my mom knows im not a virgin
i always feel like i bug people and my family doesnt really care about me when im around them
i feeel like my friends hate me
i wanna get away and move away
im in love with a 21 year old and im only 15
and im sprung
i dont like the life im living
i get paranoid that my friends aare gonna steal the guy i like
and i feel like as im suffering because i always worry about him
i just need help
i really wanna die

i like how when people make these threads they dont respond back to advice given