Name: Anonymous 2007-08-30 23:50 ID:HtT2mim3
okay where do i start, basically my life is pretty screwed up. My family hate me, they threten to chuck me out, and have told me they hate me and wish i was dead. (this is at 15yr old). since then i have been living a lie, i have always tried to keep a happy face and tell people it dont matter and that i dont need my family, ill make it alone. but truthly this has destoryed most bases of my life, my one last happiness was my gf.
Now my gf meant everything to me, she was perfect in everyway, but then she started to get more and more distant from me, i tried every possible way to make things right, even begging just to see her and try and talk things through. this hasnt worked and we are further apart than ever, and our relationship is doin more damage than good to me at the moement.
ontop of this my closest friends have left my side because of my recent depression, and even the ones left are getting tired of me and it makes me feel worst that i was troubleing people, so now i keep it to myself.
I have always said i wudnt kill myself becuase it wud hurt my family and friends but now i do not have these problem the answer seems to be suicide. I am thinking of overdoseing, but i need one last chance, so if anyone thinks they cud help. pls do so, i will appreciate it!