Name: Anonymous 2007-08-30 23:48 ID:dUcIY9Rk
well, ive been depressed a long time maybe around age 12. friends list really really low throughout the entire time. 9nth grade i got pulled out of the hole by my ex for about 2 years. she emotionally cheated on me and left me for someone else.
my entire life besides those last 2 years is a lonely, non social nightmare. i litterally dont remember my past birthday party, i havnt had one since....... idk 4th grade. why? because i dont have anyone to invite. my hobbies dont cut it. im tired of it all. i dont drive, i cant go nowhere. if i could i wuld have nowhere to go and no people to meet.
nothing interests me no longer. my ex haunts me in my dreams and i wake up and cry every night. i have a CONSTANT knot in my throat. i cant concentrate in school, im getting 12 hours of sleep a day and am always tired durignt he day and awake and lonely at night. i just hate it all
ill be 17 next month, big whoop. anxiety anxiety anxiety cry cry cry i hate it all. i want it to stop.
my entire life besides those last 2 years is a lonely, non social nightmare. i litterally dont remember my past birthday party, i havnt had one since....... idk 4th grade. why? because i dont have anyone to invite. my hobbies dont cut it. im tired of it all. i dont drive, i cant go nowhere. if i could i wuld have nowhere to go and no people to meet.
nothing interests me no longer. my ex haunts me in my dreams and i wake up and cry every night. i have a CONSTANT knot in my throat. i cant concentrate in school, im getting 12 hours of sleep a day and am always tired durignt he day and awake and lonely at night. i just hate it all
ill be 17 next month, big whoop. anxiety anxiety anxiety cry cry cry i hate it all. i want it to stop.