Name: Anonymous 2007-08-30 5:30 ID:coFkz28K
i want to talk to some one about this, but i dont want to talk to some one about this. i guess i am afraid of rejection. i am always afraid of rejection, that is how i have always been, ive always been a coward.
but i digress very pathetically, my life is completely empty and it seems like every second i stay alive is a waste of time. anything i do just seems like something to occupy myself until i eventually die. i dont have any real friends, i have alienated myself from my own family, i lock myself in my room and just sit there, thinking about how i want to kill myself. i take a knife to my own throat and dont have the courage to push it through. it seems like i have nothing to look forward to in life. i dropped out of high school because i didnt want to be around people. i got my GED and im supposed to be going to a community college soon. i can envision my life if i stay alive, graduating college, getting a job, possibly raising a family. it all seems so boring and unappealing. everything i can think of seems unappealing and boring. and people in general are lying greedy selfish assholes from what ive seen of them. seems like there isnt anything good in this world. its like im stuck living in hell.
please help me
but i digress very pathetically, my life is completely empty and it seems like every second i stay alive is a waste of time. anything i do just seems like something to occupy myself until i eventually die. i dont have any real friends, i have alienated myself from my own family, i lock myself in my room and just sit there, thinking about how i want to kill myself. i take a knife to my own throat and dont have the courage to push it through. it seems like i have nothing to look forward to in life. i dropped out of high school because i didnt want to be around people. i got my GED and im supposed to be going to a community college soon. i can envision my life if i stay alive, graduating college, getting a job, possibly raising a family. it all seems so boring and unappealing. everything i can think of seems unappealing and boring. and people in general are lying greedy selfish assholes from what ive seen of them. seems like there isnt anything good in this world. its like im stuck living in hell.
please help me