Name: Anonymous 2007-08-29 8:52 ID:8oH891Jv
Maybe i should fly,
over the skys,
and land in heaven,
free from the pain embraced in me.
Well that's what i have in my mind, i have had so many things going on in my life....so many hits thrown at me, hate and abuse. I wish i could grow wings and magicly fly away, frgetting everything. But when i'm back in reality, i am curled up in a ball on my bed, the tears streaming down my cheeks and a blade in my hand. My blood covered wrists. Friends ask what happened but all i do is say nothing, many people say it's stupid to cut yourself but it helps me, it lets out a small breath of the depression. I don't need help from anyone. Just a knife and myself. I have tryed many things, jumping out of windows, hanging myself, stabbing myself and drowning myself but none of them work....everyone gets in the way. I WANT TO DIE. After every attempt i wake in hospital.....i just want people to let me lay on the floor....dieng in pain. I just want to be set free......Please give me ways to die, i need to be set free.....pl..e..a..s..e...
over the skys,
and land in heaven,
free from the pain embraced in me.
Well that's what i have in my mind, i have had so many things going on in my life....so many hits thrown at me, hate and abuse. I wish i could grow wings and magicly fly away, frgetting everything. But when i'm back in reality, i am curled up in a ball on my bed, the tears streaming down my cheeks and a blade in my hand. My blood covered wrists. Friends ask what happened but all i do is say nothing, many people say it's stupid to cut yourself but it helps me, it lets out a small breath of the depression. I don't need help from anyone. Just a knife and myself. I have tryed many things, jumping out of windows, hanging myself, stabbing myself and drowning myself but none of them work....everyone gets in the way. I WANT TO DIE. After every attempt i wake in hospital.....i just want people to let me lay on the floor....dieng in pain. I just want to be set free......Please give me ways to die, i need to be set free.....pl..e..a..s..e...