Name: Anonymous 2007-08-29 4:28 ID:svLEVZgj
I cant take this anymore, I lost the will to live.
I have broken up with someone that meant the world to me. She was so close to me, she said I am the only one she ever felt so strongly for, we lost our virginity to each other. She was always so afraid of losing me, or getting hurt. But I'm the one whos hurt..... We have been having troubles the past few months, and its been killing me. We decided to take a break while I went to New Mexico for a while. But I couldnt stand being out there, away from her. I was a nervous wreck the whole time, I missed her so much, and was so worried she was going to lose her feelings for me while I was gone. So I came back early without telling her. I wanted to suprise her by showing up to her house at night. But when I got there, her friend told me she didnt want to speak to me, apparently she found out I was coming home earlier that week. She told me to get out of her house......I was so hurt, I thought things were gonna be ok. She told me that I didnt come back for her, I came back for me......not true......
I said some things I shouldnt have to her, i told her if she didnt wish to see me after all the time I was away missing her, then she didnt care enough to be with me. and that I wanted her out of my life for good......not true ofcourse...... I left a goodbye note on her pillow and left.
I'm seriously considering taking my own life, I'm just scared. I'm crying out loud as I'm typing this.......someone help me......I dont want this anymore.
I have broken up with someone that meant the world to me. She was so close to me, she said I am the only one she ever felt so strongly for, we lost our virginity to each other. She was always so afraid of losing me, or getting hurt. But I'm the one whos hurt..... We have been having troubles the past few months, and its been killing me. We decided to take a break while I went to New Mexico for a while. But I couldnt stand being out there, away from her. I was a nervous wreck the whole time, I missed her so much, and was so worried she was going to lose her feelings for me while I was gone. So I came back early without telling her. I wanted to suprise her by showing up to her house at night. But when I got there, her friend told me she didnt want to speak to me, apparently she found out I was coming home earlier that week. She told me to get out of her house......I was so hurt, I thought things were gonna be ok. She told me that I didnt come back for her, I came back for me......not true......
I said some things I shouldnt have to her, i told her if she didnt wish to see me after all the time I was away missing her, then she didnt care enough to be with me. and that I wanted her out of my life for good......not true ofcourse...... I left a goodbye note on her pillow and left.
I'm seriously considering taking my own life, I'm just scared. I'm crying out loud as I'm typing this.......someone help me......I dont want this anymore.