i cant take life

ately ive been having a really hard time and i cant stop thinking of ending it all. all life does to me is hurt me and i take take it anymore. i just want to die and never deal with this anymore.....i keep thinking "so people may be hurt"...but im hurting now more they can ever imagine. i dont want this anymore. i dont know what to do.....

Suicide has only crossed my mind this year for a few months, went away, and has now come back very mildly. This is the only reason why I even consider suicide: Going thru the rest of my life without finding my true love/soulmate.

I know there's always more than one potential soulmate/true love but all you need to do is find one of them. I have my health, family, friends, stable job with some financial assets. However everything I do is so empty without someone to share it with. Like one huge void in my life. I do have hobbies to keep me occupied but even they don't make me completely happy. I'm missing that one key element that would bring me happiness.

I know people have committed suicide over lost loved ones or break-ups, but anyone out there attempted or thought of it because you think you'll never find love? Seriously I glimpse at my life and wonder if it's ever going to happen. What's the point of living life going it alone? Trying new things is good, but it loses meaning for me without a partner.

To anyone who writes to this thread: If you knew that you would never find love and spend the rest of your life alone, would you just end it?