/lounge/, halp

/lounge/, i have a very serious problem. This is not copypasta and i am typing it right now. I've got a fetish that i can't do anything with; The only thing that turns me on is a girl kissing another girl, having sex with another girl, etc. Now most guys like to see lesbianity, but for me, it's the only thing that gets me going.

It's sadly something i'll never be able to do; I'm not a female, but all night i just think about being a girl, and making out with other girls. I have a girlfriend, but having sex with her doesn't do a lot for me (she's not ugly), and even a threesome wouldn't do much. I am not going to get myself "done" (I love having a penis, i like living like a male, i'm used to it, so that's not it either).

I can't be sexually aroused fulfilled because i'm not a girl that can love other girls.

;_;.

Well, if you're serious about it, i don't know if you could live a fulfilling life this way. If you really don't get sexually stimulated by nothing outside lesbianity, i'd suggest trying roleplaying with your girlfriend first (If she's up for it).

Dress up, etc. Maybe another step is try to live like a "Trap" for a while, just to see how being a female is to you; you may like it more then you think, who knows? If you like it, you could actually think about a sex change.

I mean, think about it. You wouldn't have to change your lifestyle too drastically (Some friends would probably understand, while others wouldn't; The ones that wouldn't aren't worth it anyway), and who says a female can't have guy friends, game, etc? Stereotypes suck.

You could most likely do anything what you do now, including kissing girls.. Like a girl. There are slight medical risks involved in it, but with modern technology, those are currently abyssmal.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transwomen

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