This is now myspace

So I'm supposed to be going to a program right now to get over my depression and whatever else it is (I'm always pissed the fuck off and I can't talk to anyone among other things) but everytime I leave that place I feel even worse and hate myself more. Anyways that place was my last real chance at getting better but clearly that hasn't worked out. After hospitalization, countless meds, therapy out the wazoo, even a CT scan there is nothing. Nothing indicating I am getting any better so I guess my last option is to just sit it out. It's been 6 months and depressive episodes last for 8 which means in 2 months I'll be back to my old self. Then again it will likely a good year till I'm any better; nevermind the time it takes to work on my social anxiety.

Fuck it I should just become an hero.

OR YOU CAN JUST TACKLE YOUR PROBLEMS THAT STARTED ALL YOUR SHIT AND GO ON A FUCKING HOLIDAY FOR 2 MONTHS TO BRAZIL OR WHEREVER THERE ARE LOTS OF WHORES THAT YOU CAN FUCK THE BRAINS OUT, GO WORK-OUT SO YOU ARE NOT FAT ANYMORE AND WASH YOURSELF EVERY FUCKING DAY.

IF THAT DIDN'T HELP THEN YEA GO FOR IT.