Name: Anonymous 2007-08-07 0:13 ID:hiphc27j
Cause I seem to like telling my story.
And well, no one else seems to have a simular one. Maybe the ones like me just dont like talking about it. Im like that too, but I sometimes its good to say something once and awhile.
I am a furry only cause I felt like I was on the same page with everyone. Always dreaming of anthromorphic stuff and even dreaming of it before I ever knew what this furry thing was in the first place.
Ive been a martial artist since I was little, and meditation is basicly my cure all these days if you know what I mean. (doesnt always work ofcourse, but clearing the mind solves alot of problems)
Probly cause I started to go a little crazy or not, around my mid teens I started having odd visions and dreams.
I had things like that when I was very young, but they were mostly about fighting something oddly.
Still, these odd raw like "visions", well, more like unstable memories. All of another life I must of had, running around as an animal and acting in ways that I tend to find surprisingly accurate to some (not all) documneterys.
It doesnt prove these things real, nothing really can, but it feels too right, even against my own best judgement.
In my life I never really knew who I really was, infact I still have trouble accepting myself for who I am now, but no matter how true these things are I am still very alike the speed demon the cheetah.
Now I wish I could find a way to actually be a cheetah, and I can always dream of it and of being with a nice furry spotted female, but its really just dreams.
In my trianing Ive come to understand that the only way to truely change oneself is to accept yourself for who you are and if you truely wish to change then you must build yourself up from there and find what you really want to change from the deepest pit of your heart and soul.
I myself dedicate myself to creating a fighting style that best represents the cheetah as it inspires me.
Alot of technique seems to come from my soul first, but regardless I find the cheetah to be a symbol that best represents myself.
From the speed itself to the tear marks that symbolicly explain their rough lifestyle and way of life. In wich I seem to share the same problems as well.
Maybe I cant be an animal, but I can atleast use what I have to represent my soul and the animal that best represents it. That atleast makes me feel like a unique person. Maybe one day I can fully understand these odd visions, and maybe even find a secret to the human's strange fasination with our fellow, more earthly connected creatures.
Truely, to be a fur is to be someone who cant find themselves and looks to the fasination of animals to help define them.
We are mostly teenagers and all, plus mostly male, since females have more tendancy to accept life more than males if you ever observe that in life.
We are what we define ourselves as and enjoy what we define.
We are an animal without instinct yet it seems we seek it.
Everyone has their reasons to be a fur, but it all revolves around the fascination with the animals around us obvoiusly.
I beleive this fascination will lead humanity to evovle into what we so admire. We are an animal without much instinct, so as we evovle into a self destroying being to coupe with the large mass of humanity. Become what we admire and begin a new with both the human and animal advantages.
Heck we could never have survived or even got to where our civilization is today without the animal.
They are what we lack, what completes us. So naturaly our minds cling to the idea, we dream and fascinate from the earliest of childhood.
Perhaps animals are fascinated by us too, wich might fill in a few things in my loose theory.
As for the sexual application to it all, well, humans kinda have a nack for apllying sex to just about everything. Its kinda natural that we'd dream up such art and then pervert it for our own minds enjoyments.
Though a good thing or bad is in the eye of the beholder.
(I prefer the most artistic and realistic art stuff myself personally, nothing feitsh, just nice poses and expresion of feeling with many life moments.)
Though in the mean time, we can enjoy some of that art. xD
So, anyone else out there a spiritual/martial artist fur like myself? I find that we are very rare. Especially the cheetah type xD
And well, no one else seems to have a simular one. Maybe the ones like me just dont like talking about it. Im like that too, but I sometimes its good to say something once and awhile.
I am a furry only cause I felt like I was on the same page with everyone. Always dreaming of anthromorphic stuff and even dreaming of it before I ever knew what this furry thing was in the first place.
Ive been a martial artist since I was little, and meditation is basicly my cure all these days if you know what I mean. (doesnt always work ofcourse, but clearing the mind solves alot of problems)
Probly cause I started to go a little crazy or not, around my mid teens I started having odd visions and dreams.
I had things like that when I was very young, but they were mostly about fighting something oddly.
Still, these odd raw like "visions", well, more like unstable memories. All of another life I must of had, running around as an animal and acting in ways that I tend to find surprisingly accurate to some (not all) documneterys.
It doesnt prove these things real, nothing really can, but it feels too right, even against my own best judgement.
In my life I never really knew who I really was, infact I still have trouble accepting myself for who I am now, but no matter how true these things are I am still very alike the speed demon the cheetah.
Now I wish I could find a way to actually be a cheetah, and I can always dream of it and of being with a nice furry spotted female, but its really just dreams.
In my trianing Ive come to understand that the only way to truely change oneself is to accept yourself for who you are and if you truely wish to change then you must build yourself up from there and find what you really want to change from the deepest pit of your heart and soul.
I myself dedicate myself to creating a fighting style that best represents the cheetah as it inspires me.
Alot of technique seems to come from my soul first, but regardless I find the cheetah to be a symbol that best represents myself.
From the speed itself to the tear marks that symbolicly explain their rough lifestyle and way of life. In wich I seem to share the same problems as well.
Maybe I cant be an animal, but I can atleast use what I have to represent my soul and the animal that best represents it. That atleast makes me feel like a unique person. Maybe one day I can fully understand these odd visions, and maybe even find a secret to the human's strange fasination with our fellow, more earthly connected creatures.
Truely, to be a fur is to be someone who cant find themselves and looks to the fasination of animals to help define them.
We are mostly teenagers and all, plus mostly male, since females have more tendancy to accept life more than males if you ever observe that in life.
We are what we define ourselves as and enjoy what we define.
We are an animal without instinct yet it seems we seek it.
Everyone has their reasons to be a fur, but it all revolves around the fascination with the animals around us obvoiusly.
I beleive this fascination will lead humanity to evovle into what we so admire. We are an animal without much instinct, so as we evovle into a self destroying being to coupe with the large mass of humanity. Become what we admire and begin a new with both the human and animal advantages.
Heck we could never have survived or even got to where our civilization is today without the animal.
They are what we lack, what completes us. So naturaly our minds cling to the idea, we dream and fascinate from the earliest of childhood.
Perhaps animals are fascinated by us too, wich might fill in a few things in my loose theory.
As for the sexual application to it all, well, humans kinda have a nack for apllying sex to just about everything. Its kinda natural that we'd dream up such art and then pervert it for our own minds enjoyments.
Though a good thing or bad is in the eye of the beholder.
(I prefer the most artistic and realistic art stuff myself personally, nothing feitsh, just nice poses and expresion of feeling with many life moments.)
Though in the mean time, we can enjoy some of that art. xD
So, anyone else out there a spiritual/martial artist fur like myself? I find that we are very rare. Especially the cheetah type xD