suicidal thoughts

They hit me hard all of a sudden out of NOwhere about half an hour ago. So, I talked to someone I hadn't talked to in a long time and tried to 'catch up' to distract myself.
Please give me some more ideas on what to do.
Thank you.

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You've never been to the Land of Fruits and Nuts? I heard you own chain of bath houses in San Fransicko....I was told you're a real hands on type of owner...