My friend fuckin raped me!!

After a brutal game of football at the local park, my friend invited me over to play some sports games on his 360. I had nothing better to so I drove over to his house and together we both headed to the living room and got comfortable. Neither his wife or kids were home yet, so I felt comfortable taking my sweat stained shirt off and putting it aside on the floor. My friend did the same, but he didn't have as good as a physique as I did. We proceeded to play games for what must have been half an hour when my left shoulder started cramping up. I took a pretty hard tackle from a guy about half my size. I began to caress it softly with my right hand absentmindedly and didn't take notice until my friend mentioned it. Come to think about it, he's been watching me intently since I got there....

"What's wrong? Shoulder pains? I mostly have back pains from fucking my wife or all the multiple female sexual partners I've had over the years" he stated. I found that to be extremely odd, but I decided just to play it off.

"Yeah, I took a pretty hard hit towards the end of the game." I wasn't much in a mood for talking and was still focused on the screen, but I could see him wetting his lips from the corner of my eye.

"Here, let me get that for you" he said and he stood up and stood directly behind me. He started massaging my shoulders slowly and firmly. It felt good until my mind finally came to terms with what the fuck was going on.

"Dude! What the fuck are you doing? Get your hands off me!" I said this a little louder than I meant to and he jumped back a little bit.

"What's your problem man? I'm trying to do you a favor here. Don't be such a homophobe man. I'm not gay or anything, I just wanna help you out here." He then started to rub me slowly again. I have to admit it felt pretty good, but I was very uncomfortable being very sweaty with a guy's hands on my body.

I let him continue for a while longer before I pushed his hands away. He then put them back and went lower....and lower...until he was on my lower back. I leaned against the couch enjoying every minute of it until he went too far. He got his hands under my belt and started giving me a handjob. For a minute I thought I was back at my girlfriend's house and she was doing it to me until I opened my eyes and saw a sweaty balding fat guy looking lustfully into my eyes. Before I knew it I came and immediately stood up; I was drenched in jizz. Needless to say I was pissed, but more embarrassed than anything. I didn't know what to say so I just punched him in the jaw and ran out of there as fast as I could.

The next day I was so pissed that while he was at work I went over to his house and fucked his wife and killed his dog. Even still though, he has one up on me. We practically had sex and he is always gonna hold that over me. Helps me 4chan, what are some manly things I could do to get back my manhood or what could I do so I could be one up on him or at the very least be even. What do I do!??!?!!!?

and why not dude...this is great therapy...and it has always helped me in my sexuality...i.m a heterosexual..i love women..and everything about being hetero...
but those experiences helped develop me...especially into my late teens and into my college days...

last time i got fucked in the ass by a big black cock...i sucked him off afterward twice...his cock was so nice..only about 8 inches but it was thick..and he was handsome..he took great satisfaction in taking my ass hole...i could see in the mirror the satisfaction he got on his face as his fucked me...and as his licked and kissed my neck...yes..it was embarrassing me on all fours..with my legs spread wide and ass all up in the air for him...when i pushed back into him...he saw the pleasure i was getting too... truly i wouldn.t of done this if i hadn.t been on alcohol or drugs.. i thought...but even after i got myself clean and sober.. i continued to get my self raped through the years ever so often...

i knew this one guy wanted to fuck my girl friend ..he was a stud and lots of girls liked him...he was tall and i.m short..he was muscular and i.m well built too but short with a nice athletic ass that sticks out..but anyway he made several comments at a party once that he wanted to give her a big black cock...and once in front of must me and her..she was a little shy and she lowered her face..as it got red..but her nipples through her blouse got instantly hard...it caused me to get a boner...

i grabbed her hand and took her away..i could see the smirk on his face..he knew she liked it...when we got back to her apartment she pulled down my pants and threw me on the bed ...literally..she got on top and started riding me like a horse...only thing is i only have a 4" cock..i never thought of it as small..just never did... but something i did notice was that her pussy was extremely wet and i couldn.t really feel her at all ...it was like..bigger..i could see the wild look in her eyes...her breasts with jetting upward and nipples were longer than i.d ever seen them.

i started fantasing about that nigger fucking her...but kept my mouth shut...she whispered to me..asking..what u thinking about..i said ..better not say ..i don.t want to get you angry..see i did fantasize out loud once about her getting fucked by a big nigger with a huge black cock and she got angry..said she would never fuck a nigger...

she asked if i liked the way her pussy felt.. and i nodded yes..
we had sex several times that night but never discussed what either of us were thinking...

a few days later...he asked me to come to his dorm room..and i did..i wanted him to fuck me...and as soon as i got there he gave me a drink...we talked abit and he asked if i was angry that he made that comment about fucking my girl...by this time the cool aid was hitting me.. i didn.t know it was with that much alcohol..but the next thing i knew he had grabbed me and had thrown me on the floor...he rolled me over on to my stomach..he was alot bigger than i and stronger..i couldn.t stop him...he pulled down my shorts...and started licking my ass...he lifted me up on my knees and i just stayed that way face down on the floor and ass high in the air..he continued to lick my ass hole...and gently stroke my little cock...and then it happened..he entered me...as he grabbed my hair he thrust this huge 11" black cock into my ass..he had small balls and they were n a tight sack...as i looked down between my legs...it was beautiful...he fucked me hard..he brutally abused my ass...he was loving it... and as he whispered into my ear..while kissing me..he said...i stretched your girl friends pussy..good..i know you could tell...did she tell you?...i shook my head no as i started to cry...that made him go over the edge..he started pounding me fiercely as he knew it was turning me on ...even though i was crying i got a boner..he stroking me... and he lifted me up on my knees...he continued to fuck me with slow ..long strokes..as we looked into his closet door mirror...he told me how he fucked her...all the details...and how she let him have his way with her...he strokes me and i shoot a huge load across the floor...he knew he had made me love it too...after he came in my ass...

we took a shower...and he sat down in his chair and i got down on all my knees...placing my hands on this thigh...i sucked his huge nigger cock... never touching it with my hands.. only my mouth...deep throating  as much as possible looking in to his eyes..i gave him great pleasure...as much as he got by fucking my girl....

i later confronted my girl...will tell that later perhaps..if i get some comments back...