Life Is A Lie (The Lot Not Just Mine)

I have searched for the meaning of life... yeh im 14 and thats no shock, i matured fast mentally, i started seeking knowledge but kept my fucking retard side always there so that slowed me down, don't get me wrong i like to have fun and i don't care for studying but i can be intelligent when need be. Because i can be arsed now i wont be but yeah.... So anyway i have searched and i have finally found and i actually found out listening to a song... life is a lie, please don't post shit like kill your self and become an hero because to be honest your a fag and no one likes you if you do x_X... I WILL HOWEVER EXCEPT DO A BARREL ROLL CUZ THAT ROX... anyway yeha if your half intellgent halp is required...

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you may think you're all mature and shit, but jesus, you're only 14. Take a step back, and, you know all your peers that you think you're better than? Maybe they're the ones who have it right because they're actually enjoying their lives.

Searching for meaning is something that most people do, and it is continual, i doubt you will have your mind made up the same way in a few years. Relate to people, cherish the relationships you have and make new ones, and experience the world and people before you decide what life is.

 And your idea 'life is a lie' is pretty much a bullshit-void philosophical statement, you barely define what you mean. Give it time, you sound like a loser, sorry. I know because i've been there.

Also, 18 or GTFO!