>>7
Really? I can't even remember what the Columbine High guys looked like, or that Texas dude, or the Amish guy. I can't even remember the name of the dude who killed John Lennon.
Trust me. Mass murderers are like yesterday's trash. If you're not Manson, you've got no hope of being anything more than a vague memory.
Dude, don't kill yourself. That's how depression works - it makes you think there's no way out. There is - but your brain's playing tricks on you and convincing you there isn't. If you can keep going anyway, things will improve. Seek out others - qualified others.
If your car was broken, you wouldn't keep driving it and try to fix it at the same time. Your mind's broken, man - go to a mind mechanic and let someone else be in the driver's seat for a bit. You'll feel so much better.