Name: Anonymous 2007-04-14 19:18 ID:QYKkSCeu
THIS IS GONNA BE LONG.... but the way i write, and keep lines short, its not a bad read....... THANKS ^.^
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i know i asked for some other advice before, and it was good.
i never actually asked anyone for this advice tho, so let me paint the picture...
..because this issue is really serious to me..
well its mainly a "love" thing.
i know
sappy
w/e
but ive known this girl for a couple years. shes liked me back in the day (relationship wanting "like") and ive liked her too.. but the terrible thing is that shes a little underage.
i know
im terrible..
and ive tried my best to tell myself not to, but i still do....
...w/e
for a while it was okay. i was "waiting" for her and im actually pretty good friends with the family. i met this girl through her sister and everything; and her mom knows that one day we want to get together, and she thinks id be perfect for her daughter.
so when it comes to the creepy factor, thats all gone... hell, this girl one day told her mom "i want to marry that guy one day"
boy did that make my heart soar.
.....
but over the course of the past couple years, things have been going terrible.
shes busy with highschool, and shit like that...getting new friends, whatever. and i dont know... everytime i talk to her now, i feel like im pissing her off.
I dont want to call her, message her or anything anymore because i know shes just getting annoyed with me....but shit....
i really care about her... i mean alot. shes the only thing i think about when im alone. (no, not in a "fap fap" way, in a "not to feel so lonley way")
but now shes got other guys, lots of them, and shes very capable of getting together with any of them. and one of thems my age too, (not bad here.. im 20) and i think hes doing the same thing i am, "waiting for her"
so i think im screwed.......hell, hes higher than me on her myspace...
so whatever. im thinking of ways to just get myself over her
get a new life, and start over.
just kinda throwing the past two years out of my life completley.
its really to help her. im sure shed rather be with someone better anyway.
...now some advice please.... im at wicks end here.....
v_v
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i know i asked for some other advice before, and it was good.
i never actually asked anyone for this advice tho, so let me paint the picture...
..because this issue is really serious to me..
well its mainly a "love" thing.
i know
sappy
w/e
but ive known this girl for a couple years. shes liked me back in the day (relationship wanting "like") and ive liked her too.. but the terrible thing is that shes a little underage.
i know
im terrible..
and ive tried my best to tell myself not to, but i still do....
...w/e
for a while it was okay. i was "waiting" for her and im actually pretty good friends with the family. i met this girl through her sister and everything; and her mom knows that one day we want to get together, and she thinks id be perfect for her daughter.
so when it comes to the creepy factor, thats all gone... hell, this girl one day told her mom "i want to marry that guy one day"
boy did that make my heart soar.
.....
but over the course of the past couple years, things have been going terrible.
shes busy with highschool, and shit like that...getting new friends, whatever. and i dont know... everytime i talk to her now, i feel like im pissing her off.
I dont want to call her, message her or anything anymore because i know shes just getting annoyed with me....but shit....
i really care about her... i mean alot. shes the only thing i think about when im alone. (no, not in a "fap fap" way, in a "not to feel so lonley way")
but now shes got other guys, lots of them, and shes very capable of getting together with any of them. and one of thems my age too, (not bad here.. im 20) and i think hes doing the same thing i am, "waiting for her"
so i think im screwed.......hell, hes higher than me on her myspace...
so whatever. im thinking of ways to just get myself over her
get a new life, and start over.
just kinda throwing the past two years out of my life completley.
its really to help her. im sure shed rather be with someone better anyway.
...now some advice please.... im at wicks end here.....
v_v