/lounge/, I think I love with my mom

My mother is just the most beautiful woman on the planet.  Now, she's actually my stepmother, but before he died, my dad ,on a trip to Thailand, married  her.  Now that he's dead, and even a while before that, I've had dreams about trying to seduce her.  A few nights ago I even took some pictures of her while she was asleep.  My mother is four years older than me, and I'm 17. She's from Thailand, and while she doesn't have large breasts, shes the most beautiful person I have ever seen.  After my dad died, two years ago, she still hasn't looked for anyone else.  She is my mother and all, but not by blood.  Whenever I see her, I can't help but to get horny, and often have to hide it.  She's always really friendly, and even though she doesn't know much english, she's trying to learn.  I don't know what I should do, but I do want to keep her happy, and age wise, this relationship might stand a chance.  I have a lot in common with her too, we both like movies, mexican food, and we even like the same shoes!  /lounge, what should I do?

An Oedipus Complex, sorta.

Your too attached and trying to allow your relationship to go further can cause troubles.  Try to keeps things as they are now and attempt to find someone else.  This can only end bad if there is any steps towards going further with the relationship.