/lounge/, I think I love with my mom

My mother is just the most beautiful woman on the planet.  Now, she's actually my stepmother, but before he died, my dad ,on a trip to Thailand, married  her.  Now that he's dead, and even a while before that, I've had dreams about trying to seduce her.  A few nights ago I even took some pictures of her while she was asleep.  My mother is four years older than me, and I'm 17. She's from Thailand, and while she doesn't have large breasts, shes the most beautiful person I have ever seen.  After my dad died, two years ago, she still hasn't looked for anyone else.  She is my mother and all, but not by blood.  Whenever I see her, I can't help but to get horny, and often have to hide it.  She's always really friendly, and even though she doesn't know much english, she's trying to learn.  I don't know what I should do, but I do want to keep her happy, and age wise, this relationship might stand a chance.  I have a lot in common with her too, we both like movies, mexican food, and we even like the same shoes!  /lounge, what should I do?

Learn in her Native language how to say "I think you are beautiful, and I would like to try to have an adult relationship with you"

I mean... she MIGHT like you that way since she liked your dad, and uhm... I mean... post those pics you took.