Seriously considering suicide.......

I've been in a really bad situation lately. I've fallen into a deep depression. i've been drinking heavily. I'm to the point where I just don't care anymore. i don't know how yet but i'm going to do it. I got in an accident this weekend. I have an insurance claim now. I recently lost my job that I worked so hard at. I've been trying to support my sick dad and little sisters, but I just can't do it. I had to drop all my college classes because I just couldn't keep up and work full time. I can't go on living this way. Somewhere along the line everything just went wrong.  It all started when I lost my mother, no love for myself and no love for another, searching to find a love up on a higher level, finding nothing but questions and devils.  Cuz Im losing my sight, losing my mind, wish somebody would tell me in fine. Losing my sight losing my mind.. Cut my life into pieces this is my last resort suffocation no breathing, dont give a **** if I cut my arm bleeding, would it be wrong would it be right if I took my life tonight
chances are that I might. Nothings alright, nothing is fine. I'm runnin and Im crying...  I'm cryingg I'm crryyingg...

People that want to die, they kill themselves
People that want attention, they blog about it.


Fuck off and Kill yourself, sometimes death is what you REALLY need, so do it... nobody cares HOW you do it... just kill yourself and shutup. Also cocks.