Am I Gay?

I'm a small scruffy 20yr white male (who looks 12-15 when he shaves). I'm not really all that sexually attracted to men but I do prefer their company to women. I love to just be near a nice cute guy, I love to be held by one,to be kissed by one, to be cuddled by one in bed, but I have no desire to suck cock or have anything up my ass.

Am i gay or just...weird?

Do you fap? I mean, you're 20 years old, white, probably living in America, and best of all, on 4chan. What could be stopping you? If you haven't ever fapped then I'd be surprised.

I knew I was attracted to females when I was only 5 years old. And I was still guessing what sex was back then. I can't imagine a man not having any strong sexual feelings by the time he's 20.

Dare I say this, do you want to be gay? I can't imagine it's a better life than being straight. If I were you I'd consider what type of life would be better and then just focus on keeping my mind on those types of attractions only. If you're  bi and get to choose the way your life goes I'd say you're sort of lucky. Don't count out girls as friends/marriage material until you get close to some of them. Guys can always be your friends, with or without being gay.