Am I Gay?

I'm a small scruffy 20yr white male (who looks 12-15 when he shaves). I'm not really all that sexually attracted to men but I do prefer their company to women. I love to just be near a nice cute guy, I love to be held by one,to be kissed by one, to be cuddled by one in bed, but I have no desire to suck cock or have anything up my ass.

Am i gay or just...weird?

You forgot to mention what you feel about breasts and vaginas. That's the key thing, it explains how gay you are, if you're gay at all.