Depression and Histronic

I'm suffering from depression, no will, and no motivation with some histronic and dependency issues. (Sucky family) I've tried anti-depressants but they seem to only have a placeabo effect. It's been getting worse over time as my friends no longer want to talk to me because I'm too depressing. (Their words). What do I do? I feel hopeless.

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"Tips for activities you can do alone to avoid or reduce depression...
Plant and tend a garden—an herb garden takes up very little space."