Over the past year I've been trying to lie to myself, to think on something else, even got laid and tried to fall in love with other girls, anything but admitting what I, deep down inside, already knew.
I love my sister. Not in the way most brothers love their sisters, but in the way a man loves a woman. Not because of some silly fetish either; when I say love, I mean real, "I'll go to the end of the world for you" love.
My sister is only one year younger than me, making her 20, and currently doesn't have a boyfriend. She's pretty, at least to my eyes, but this is not fueling this. It's her personality. I like no other girl this much. We always had a lot of chemistry, it's as if we were engineered to be together. Only we happened to share our parents. I'm sure if we had been born in different families, we would be the happiest couple in the world right now.
Lately, I realized I could not give up on this, but I'm kind of scared. I know this is fucked up. But I don't know what to do. I've been avoiding her for a couple of weeks, and this is causing her suffering, which in turn breaks my heart. I don't know if I should confess my love and face the consequences of experiencing a kind of love that's considered unacceptable in our society, even from her, or just let it pass and die inside.
Help me /lounge, what should I do? I think she may be feeling something similar for me becuase we are very close and she considers me attractive, but I don't know to what extent this may only be wishful thinking on my part. Knowing her, I'm sure she won't be angry at me if I tell her how I feel, but I don't know for sure if she'll feel the same about me. I'm positive our parents and everybody else in our family and community will oppose such love, but if she loves me, I'm willing to face all of them or move to some other country to start a new life with her. But I wouldn't want to put pressure on her or make her feel uneasy, so while I think I should confess, I'm not 100% sure and I don't know to what extent what I think is distorted by my strong affection for her.
@ OP
I haven't stopped visiting your thread week after week only to see mostly trolls and occasional fakes post in this thread as months passed by. Actually this is the only thread that got my interest in /l/ and i was really sad it ceased to be updated for so long.
And now that i do my weekly routine, i observe a genuine OP telling us a short summary and that everything is working great for him (them)! :D
Man i am happy for you. Not only since you found your better half, but also because you managed to beat the taboo at its finest! I salut you all the way! By now you know most of the dangers in such relationship, but still, as i often noted, people get careless if they do something secretly for a long time. So as said, keep up a healthy dose of caution (not so much as to bother you, just enough to be on the safe side) and enjoy it all the way!
I am looking forward to many more posts and more stories of your romantic endavours :D
It's not "fucked up". If this is truly how you feel then that is okay. You should always be true to yourself no matter what otherwise you are just a bag of meat and fluids.
Tell her how you feel and make sure you do everything in your power to make her feel the same way about you.
SECONDLY, EVEN IF IT'S NOT OP IS IN FOR A WORLD OF PAIN A LIFE OF MISSERY. YOU WILL NEVER EVER LIVE A NORMAL LIFE. BUT THATS OK, THAT IS WHAT EVOLUTION IS ALL ABOUT, WEEDING OUT INFERIOR DNA LIKE THAT OF YOU AND YOUR SISTER AND PROBABLY YOUR WHOLE FAMILY. GOOD TO KNOW YOU WONT BE INFESTING THE HUMAN GENOME WITH ANY OF YOUR POISON DNA. THANKS OP.
In 1987, a young woman named Holly Ackerman was killed in a bizarre cult ritual. Now that you have read her name, she will come to you in the night and pay you a horrifying visit. You MUST do the following:
>>470
Well I am not an "douche." You have no right to call me that if I made mistakes. This site should have some rules about harrassments, threats, and name calling. I am still in the need of more help in that regards
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>>472
You fucked up big time buddy. Now I can really call you a douche! You fucking douche!
"an 'douche.'" LOL! Since when is it "an douche"?! Its "a douche" you retard! Fuck you faggot!! HAHAHHA
>>475
Shut the fuck up before I blow my load all over your grandmama's dried up ovaries bitch. Then I'll head over to your homeless shelter and cock slap you into a coma and leave a jizz stain on your left temple faggot.
>>477
This is the harrassment I am talking about. You have no right to call me names even on the internet and I will never tolorate it on my forum. If you dont believe me you can look at the thread where it says "banned members" and see a list of people I have already banned so you know I AM NOT JOKING