Help /lounge, I love my sister

Over the past year I've been trying to lie to myself, to think on something else, even got laid and tried to fall in love with other girls, anything but admitting what I, deep down inside, already knew.

I love my sister. Not in the way most brothers love their sisters, but in the way a man loves a woman. Not because of some silly fetish either; when I say love, I mean real, "I'll go to the end of the world for you" love.

My sister is only one year younger than me, making her 20, and currently doesn't have a boyfriend. She's pretty, at least to my eyes, but this is not fueling this. It's her personality. I like no other girl this much. We always had a lot of chemistry,  it's as if we were engineered to be together. Only we happened to share our parents. I'm sure if we had been born in different families, we would be the happiest couple in the world right now.

Lately, I realized I could not give up on this, but I'm kind of scared. I know this is fucked up. But I don't know what to do. I've been avoiding her for a couple of weeks, and this is causing her suffering, which in turn breaks my heart. I don't know if I should confess my love and face the consequences of experiencing a kind of love that's considered unacceptable in our society, even from her, or just let it pass and die inside.

Help me /lounge, what should I do? I think she may be feeling something similar for me becuase we are very close and she considers me attractive, but I don't know to what extent this may only be wishful thinking on my part. Knowing her, I'm sure she won't be angry at me if I tell her how I feel, but I don't know for sure if she'll feel the same about me. I'm positive our parents and everybody else in our family and community will oppose such love, but if she loves me, I'm willing to face all of them or move to some other country to start a new life with her. But I wouldn't want to put pressure on her or make her feel uneasy, so while I think I should confess, I'm not 100% sure and I don't know to what extent what I think is distorted by my strong affection for her.

Hi all... It's been a long time. I'm the guy who asked his sister out last christmas, the OP of this thread. I know you wanted updates but I was pretty darn busy with real life, now that real life includes my sister/girlfriend. I thought I should come back and tell you all how it's going since you were interested and supported me (some of you anyways), but as more time passed, I got lazier and lazier about telling everything that happened.

By the way, that >>309 moron who Belaired it is not me. Board admins (if any, lol) can verify it with IP addresses, which are probably from different ISPs. But it was fun. You really thought this would end with Bel Air? Nope, I was serious, and still am...

Things are going great for us. We've been going out so much, almost every day since a few months ago. Every spare minute we have, we spend it together. We're past the initial stage of blush and doubt, and are just like any other couple, except we're also brother and sister and share an additional bond. We're happier than we ever were, and we're hopelessly in love, to the point she even cried one weekend I spent at a friend's in another town and couldn't be with her.

I don't want to brag, nor I want to feel so special and lucky because I believe everybody who has a girlfriend feels special and lucky, but the truth is I think I couldn't be happier with any other girl. The bonds we share as family and a couple are priceless. We are both things at the same time. There have been evenings that, after making love, we stay together for a while, then go play games together like the siblings we always were, then in the middle of the game, she suddenly cuddles and kisses me like the best lover. When we embrace, I feel I'm embracing both my sister and my girlfriend at the same time; I feel I'm embracing both the person I grew up with and shared so much since I can remember, and the person whom I'm in love with.

And yes, we made love. It was a wonderful experience. As I mentioned in my previous posts, we had talked about it several times, and she wasn't absolutely convinced because she was my sister (not because she was my lover), but a few months ago we were out having a walk, and she suddenly got all serious like girls do, and asked me if I really love her and I would be willing to stay with her forever. I naturally told her so, and then she said something along the lines of "Remember what I said about being ready? I think I'm ready". It was awkward and for a while we walked silently, but the next day we were in a hotel room. I suppose those of you who are not virgin (which shouldn't be many here in world4ch ;) ) know the first time is not the bomb (it was not my first as I purposefully tried another girl a year ago, but it was her first), yet it had a lot
of meaning for us. It kind of marked the point from where our relationship as a couple is stronger than our relationship as siblings, even if we keep and treasure both. Since then we've been going it almost every day we can (which is about 3 days a week, considering we're still living with our parents), even if the place is not always this good (hotels are too expensive to use regularly ;_;), but we spend most of the time talking and cuddling, much more than having sex. And of course it got better, awfully better. Also, my sister is a bigger perv than I'd have thought, guess that's because
she shares my blood. I may tell you what she does in a later post. (Now I know if I don't keep posting I'll be tracked down and shot by the 4chan police.)