Name: Brillemeister 2006-12-07 21:36
Finally I've reached the point where I don't WANT to masturbate anymore. The guilt and contemplation of getting the real thing someday from and with somebody I really love...finally outweighs the impromptu erection.
Better yet...I've held the hands of the girl I like fifteen or so times today, and she (casually) touched my leg today. Granted, the holding hands was for a play, but STILL. That's more than I could have hoped for a year ago.
So I'm typing this here because I want to let you all know: there IS more to life than beating off. So much more. You could even feel real love for someone eventually, independent of sexual desire--not that I have per se.
Better yet...I've held the hands of the girl I like fifteen or so times today, and she (casually) touched my leg today. Granted, the holding hands was for a play, but STILL. That's more than I could have hoped for a year ago.
So I'm typing this here because I want to let you all know: there IS more to life than beating off. So much more. You could even feel real love for someone eventually, independent of sexual desire--not that I have per se.