I hate this damn world.

Years ago the people said that I was ugly and now that I am in middle of a transition from Male to Female they say that I was handsome as a boy, I hate them because they never said "I love you" when I was a boy and now that I am a Tgirl all the people says that I was a very good looking guy.

And when I talk about it with my boyfriend he laughs a lot about the situation, he says that the only problem that I have is that I am more cuter than a lot of Genetic Girls that he knows and that they are jealous.

I think your boyfriend is probably right. I mean, I don't know about you being cute or anything,  but why put any faith in what "people" and "they" say and said...? Do their opinions matter as much as the people who love you in your life?

If they're people who were supposed to care for you--family and friends--and didn't (and if they were that uncaring to begin with, how can you trust that they're being honest)  then why do you believe them at all?

They clearly failed you back when you wanted to hear a nice word... why should their words matter now? 

Clichee as it is, even if everyone was against you, as long as you like who you are NOW, that's the most important thing.