Issues

First girlfriend dumped me two years ago for another guy.  It crushed me... but she still wanted to talk to me and keep in touch, but it was very hurtful.  She'd log off whenever her newbie boyfriend came through the door "I have to go now" at the drop of a hat.  After a while, I actively avoided talking to her.  No goodbyes... I switched my AIM address, switched the e-mail, moved, cut off the livejournal... really all just for her.  Two years pass...  things drift along.  I never really got over it.  I just recently started talking to her again.  I don't know, man, I still love her.  Pathetic, ey?  Should I move on, should I act like a normal 19 year old and actively seek new pussy every night?  grah.

was in the same situation, BUT

we got together again, and you know what? it sucked as hard as hell, we broke up again a couple of days ago. move on, forget about her, go pussy diving or try another serious relationship, whatever makes you happy. just forget about the bitch, such contacts usualy are toxic