I often drift when I drive...

Havin fatal thoughts of suicide : (

BANG and get it over with...

And then I'm worry-free, but that's bullshit!

I got a little boy to look after...

And if I died then my child would be a bastard.

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It appears you're a few years too late. Best time to shoot yourself is before you get her pregnant. Then you die happy. And she goes on to have a better life too.