WTF am i?

Right, i amn't gay i know that much, and i find chicks attractive no doubt. BUT i really seem kinda gurly in many interests, not so much the way i behave, altho i do really like womens underwear, but not any of the other clothes, ergo not a tranny. I find the underwear attractive on women but also like the feel of them on myself, however don't wear them as a matter of course, or really ever any more. So wtf?

Testosterone doesn't remove the desire to be deviant, nor does it create it.  People are different, doesn't mean they are gay, doesn't mean they are straight.  Nothing wrong with wanting to be secretly a little femme, and there is nothing wrong with wanting to be secretly or outwardly alot of femme.  I will say it again:  listen to yourself.  It will tell you more then any one else can.