homo is the genus of the human species. a homosexual has sex with humans. a girl playing with her clit or a dude waxing his pole are both performing a human sexual act. its implications of right or wrong are just cultural not biological.
the notion that embracing your masturbatory instincts is kosher while denying same sex urges is laughable. they are both willful aberrations. neither is right or wrong, simply a choice.
and yes killing yourself is an act of murder
"the crime of unlawfully killing a person especially with malice aforethought"
"to slaughter wantonly"
"to put an end to"
my whole point was that there are no homo or bisexuals, only homosexual acts. everyone kills things throughout their lives, it doesnt mean you are a murderer. and say you did kill someone, in some situations its celebrated while in others reviled. is one death better than another or is it just cultural perception?
everyone has had sexual thoughts they will never reveal. just because you prefer homosexual acts doesnt make you a homosexual. it merely means you are a human who prefers human sexual acts. its casting off cultural taboo for the sake of curiosity or pleasure. its not right or wrong, its human. the bible is just a book. fear cannot bring you happiness.
labels have no bearing on your life beyond the perception of others. if you really are afraid of what other people do in their private lives its because you arent living your own life.