Post your Mental Disorders!

ITT we post our mental disorders. 

I have an inferiority complex.  I cannot stand being slighted in the least.  For example, one time, when someone flipped me off in traffic, I rode his bumper for 30 minutes with my brights on (he flipped me off at dusk, which is why I could see it) before finally getting bored and going home.

I also hate people who are smarter than me, ESPECIALLY if they're younger. 

My parents used to call me stupid whenever I screwed up, so that's the origin of that.

What about you, /lounge/?

I have deep seated desire for acceptance, yet it is impossible for me to feel accepted by anyone. Rooted in the fact that my parents and family have never shown any affection and have never encouraged me in anything, I always thought that maybe I could do something to make them like me, boy was i wrong.

I also have a deathly fear of rejection, or in other words, avoidant personality disorder. I don't do anything that involves me taking risks because there is a chance that i may make a fool of myself. In public i say little and do as little as possible so that there is less chance of me doing something stupid. Of course, this doesn't help in meeting people and keeping friends.

I feel pretty content with who i am on the inside, the me that i know, but it seems i can't convey this person to others through my actions and words and many people interpret me in the wrong way. I feel so trapped in my own mind sometimes, i can't gather the right words to say what i think or feel.