Name: Anonymous 2006-07-31 4:22
Tried this 3 times in the past two days, once w/ 10x extract and twice w/ 20x.
When I do it, I completely lose touch with reality that I know of. Each time I've done it, the effects have been very similar in nature. It feels like the world in front of me just disappears and I'm seeing what's going on behind the scenes. I can't even put into words what I witness/experience then. It's like I'm encased in, or part of, something at the microscopic level. And at this level, I have the sense that there are tiny people that accompany each possible layer of being. And these tiny layers that make up everything are peeled back, kind of like flipping the pages of a book. And I can only sit and watch as more layers are revealed to me. It feels like there are hundreds of these layers, and I'm only seeing the edge of them as they go by. And I honestly believe (at the time) that reality is just the set of layers that I can see at any given time. It feels like this is where you will spend the rest of your exixtence.
The comedown is very abrupt, and very confusing. I realize that I'm in my room, but I'm blown away by the realization that everything in my room is still as it was before I started tripping. It seems like somehow I randomly came back to real reality, and I'm suprised that the things in my room are all actually stable, and have not slipped onto one of the hundreds of other layers.
I don't know, it's really fucked up. It's really fucking abstract and I really wish it made more sense to me. If I could somehow communicate or record what I'm seeing at the time, I feel like I could explain what I'm experiencing perfectly.
Crazy shit.
-- I don't feel like this is a very good explanation. It seems like I'm somehow missing the point to these "layers". I think it might have something to do with the boundaries of reality.
When I do it, I completely lose touch with reality that I know of. Each time I've done it, the effects have been very similar in nature. It feels like the world in front of me just disappears and I'm seeing what's going on behind the scenes. I can't even put into words what I witness/experience then. It's like I'm encased in, or part of, something at the microscopic level. And at this level, I have the sense that there are tiny people that accompany each possible layer of being. And these tiny layers that make up everything are peeled back, kind of like flipping the pages of a book. And I can only sit and watch as more layers are revealed to me. It feels like there are hundreds of these layers, and I'm only seeing the edge of them as they go by. And I honestly believe (at the time) that reality is just the set of layers that I can see at any given time. It feels like this is where you will spend the rest of your exixtence.
The comedown is very abrupt, and very confusing. I realize that I'm in my room, but I'm blown away by the realization that everything in my room is still as it was before I started tripping. It seems like somehow I randomly came back to real reality, and I'm suprised that the things in my room are all actually stable, and have not slipped onto one of the hundreds of other layers.
I don't know, it's really fucked up. It's really fucking abstract and I really wish it made more sense to me. If I could somehow communicate or record what I'm seeing at the time, I feel like I could explain what I'm experiencing perfectly.
Crazy shit.
-- I don't feel like this is a very good explanation. It seems like I'm somehow missing the point to these "layers". I think it might have something to do with the boundaries of reality.