desperate

So lately I have no idea what's going on with me. One minute I'm happy and bouncing off the walls with my friends or whatever, then the next I'm either severely sad or angry or apathetic and completely unmotivated. And as time goes on it's just getting worse. I feel as though I'm missing something, but I can't figure out what. I feel as though when I get angry and blow up at people for the stupidest reasons I'm really just trying to destroy the things that make me happy because I don't feel like I deserve it. I spend most of my time sulking and everything and even though I know that my friends at least care about me I can't change the way I feel.

Dearest 4chan, I think I'm going insane. I just need some advice to get by with.

>>2
May I inquire as to how you can get off to my story?