pathetic

I'm a pathetic human being. I have nothing to really live for. I'm a failure. A true failure. the worst kind too because I won't accept it. I don't know what to do with myself. I just wish I could make the pain go away. these are the words of true anguish. sadness. frailty. I'm a weak person.. I wish I could explain what makes me so weak, but its just so pathetic. I'm completely alone.