the most terrifying question you can ask

is to ask yourself, "why am i specifically me, what is the meaning of being me? what is me? is there a reason?"

well, there's no reason why i am me. i've just been randomly assigned to be me. it's a little disturbing somehow.

Also, I was adopted. I am nothing like any of my family members, nor anyone close to me. I don't understand the whole "surroundings have made you" thing. Someone please explain exactly what this is supposed to mean.