Incest isn't that bad.

I'm really attracted to my dad. We used to wrestle a lot when we were kids and stuff and I would always lose purposely just to have him on top of me. I love him as a dad but sometimes when I masturbate I think of him. We still wrestle sometimes and he's been pressuring me to join the wrestling team but I dont wanna. I'll get a boner if i'm wrestling with other guys my age. I always get hard when my dad's around or on top of me. One time when we were wrestling he was really hard, I could feel it. I try to wrestle with him still to see if he gets hard, but I haven't felt anything lately. He makes me so horny man.

He's kinda violent so I'm a little afraid to tell him a lot of things. I don't know what to do, my best friend told me to find a boyfriend but I don't want a boyfriend i was my dad.

i think you should forget about it. too much to lose and regret. hes your dad for fucks sake. you came from his balls.