Name: Anonymous 2006-05-03 17:54
Help me /lounge/, I've begun to cut. I don't know why really. Nothing is really that wrong with my life. I have friends and family that love me, I play sports, I'm in the band, I do after school activities and I even have a decent girlfriend. Everything seems like it should be fantastic. Things should be looking forward, I'm taking advanced classes, but for some reason there is something missing. I fill that feeling with cutting. It's insane.
The pain just feels so good, though. I can revel in it, the blood gets me going. It fills me with utter joy. I never feel so invigorated as when I am bleeding from my wrists. I don't do it to kill myself. I only cut across, as opposed to down, so that I can still feel it. Noone knows I do this, and I don't know what would happen if they found out.
The pain just feels so good, though. I can revel in it, the blood gets me going. It fills me with utter joy. I never feel so invigorated as when I am bleeding from my wrists. I don't do it to kill myself. I only cut across, as opposed to down, so that I can still feel it. Noone knows I do this, and I don't know what would happen if they found out.