Questions about murder

So, I'm planning to kill some people. I just can't tolerate this shit anymore and I have to do something to stop it. I've got all the operational issues worked out, but I'm a bit worried about the psychological consequences of all this, i.e. what is it going to do to my mind? Am I going to go mad with regret and turn myself in because some voice in my head?

Is there anything I can do to prepare myself of what I'm about to do? Should I kill some animals or some old homeless person first to get used to the idea of extinguising life (this is not a time-critical mission I'm on)?

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Ok guys, I suppose I can talk about what's going on. I'm a 13 year old in Junior High, and these two jocks took my milk money and laughed at me. I'm going to get back at them by keying their car instead of murdering anyone, because then I'd have to stay up past my bedtime. Lolz.