Just ramble about this and that.

Haven't you had any interesting experience recently
or haven't you read anything impressive article in a
newspaper or a book?
Anyhow what's on your mind now?
Talking to yourself is also OK. 
 

My girlfriend dumped me yesterday. I didnt have happiness before her. And i will not afterwards. I was always a bitter and apathetic individual. No direction, no cause, no real reason to live. When she came into my life, it was as if she had awakened my slumbering soul. She made me the person i wanted to be. My life was the brightest it had ever been. There was just a little bit in me and everything in her. And now, i have fallen back to my repressed dormant state. Like a turtle withdrawn into its shell. She said she was doing it for my sake. Because if i stayed with her, that i would get hurt. That i was always going out of my way to sacrifice myself for her. But the truth is, she couldnt have hurt me more than when she gave her "lets just be friends" speech. She said that she hopes that i find someone better than her someday. I dont understand. I always tried to make her happy. She said thats part of the reason why she wanted us to part. But why? Why cant two people who love each other be together? Why did she have to start it when she was going to end it? So now i am seeking refuge in the annonymity of the internet to thrust out my emo feelings so that all of you hounds can feast on my life story and tear me apart. Perhaps you all think im the typical heartbroken guy. There is one everyday. Perhaps you laugh at my useless existence. Perhaps you think me stupid for putting all my life on this girl. Go on. I probably wont be around to read the replies.