Just ramble about this and that.

Haven't you had any interesting experience recently
or haven't you read anything impressive article in a
newspaper or a book?
Anyhow what's on your mind now?
Talking to yourself is also OK. 
 

I always try to be nice to others. But I've been tired of it recently. I want to be myself. But after all I can't change myself. I'll try to be nice to others until I die, which makes me depressed. I don't know whether it comes from self-love or true love. But in most cases it would come from self-love, I feel.