Writing is fucking hard

When writing up reports or essays words are my friend. The language flows freely, is given freely, no pressure. I know that it's all space-filling bullshit.

But when I try to write something, really write something, it's forced, one half-sentence at a time, stinted, broken, because I don't want to write bullshit, I want to make something that will rival the works of my idols, something fantastic and great. And the words just don't come out.

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If you need to read more books to "expand your vocabulary", then you are a retard and not fit to write. That, or you are too young. If your vocabulary is lacking, wait. If it is still lacking when you have reached your full potential, then you are not cut out to be a writer.