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Fuck I need help. I'm so new to this. I'm able to talk to her now but most of the time its so awkward and forced. I found out a lot more about her but still can't get a connect. Today I actually saw her twice, once in class where I tried to talk about how she missed tuesday again and that we have a quiz next tuesday but that was lame. Then I basically asked more about china and just seemed so lame and forced. Then as I was doing my chem in the computer lab, she came in another section of the lab and I could see her registering for classes. From where I was sitting, there's no way she couldn't have seen me when she entered but she didn't even look or wave to me. maybe I'm overthinking it. I finished with chem and noticed she was leaving. Knowing where she lived, she's along the same path I take to go home except I live 7 more blocks away so I bike. I actually, maybe this is bad, but kind of chased after her and pretended (very obviously) that I didn't see her and tried to talk to her for block before reaching her street. Once again forced awkwardness nothing much except, so hey you were here till now (so lame). I feel like I'm hurting myself more talking to her like this than helping. It also makes me look like the weird guy who's crazy for her (which I am but obviously don't want to make it seem so). So before I try again, I need advice on how I can meaningfully talk to her. How can I connect? I'm so new (and apparently bad) at this... I already asked some of my friends, one of them suggested for me to do something random, whatever that means. Others told me to just talk to her more but there's my problem. I don't know how. and again I think back to how I know she saw me in that lab but didn't even look or acknowledge me. ai...
again sorry for wall of text, I can't tend to write well with stuff like this