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Anonymous2010-10-24 19:02
I'm 21 4th year in uni. There was this girl that I saw for one class when taking diffeq over the summer. She was chinese like me and had a cute face, glasses, and her hair was disheveled kind of like Kaoru's (sexhair) although at the time I didn't know of Kaoru except for some pictures I saw here and there since I didn't pick up the anime yet. I don't know what I was feeling but I fell for her immediately. I wanted to talk to her but then she disappeared the next class and never came back. Then just this semester as I stepped into my matrices class, there she was sitting in the corner at the back row. I tried to sit next to her and say something but then one of my really good friends was also in this class while I was able to still sit 2 seats away from her I was talking with my friend. She's a typical shy chinese girl while I'm a chinese american. She speaks mando and is very open with her other chinese friend who comes rarely but I only speak canto. I spend nearly all of class just looking at her and hardly paying attention. I got a 71 on my last exam because I was trying to sneak glances at her face and hair. Then I saw more sexhair and amagami posted on /a/ and decided to give it a try. I never wanted a real girl more in my life and the only time I talk to her is just awkward class related stuff. Most of the time my friend is talking with me and after class I just leave with him to go to lunch. I'm not really antisocial or bad at talking with girls, it's just that with shy asian ones like this it's really hard. I can't even find any trace of her online. I don't even know her name or major. well I do know her name only because I heard the professor say it while handing back work. I just don't know what I can do.
So I think I'll try to take up this challenge and just go for it and try to talk with her. But it's what I've been saying since the beginning of this semester. Goddamn... ;_;
Sorry for wall of text, just spilling my heart here.