ronery

I was just playing hourglass of summer ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hourglass_of_Summer ) and I got really sad. kotarou has a childhood friend named ai. she is a clumsy small frail girl with short blonde hair with  a ribbon in it. its soo sweet how when kotarou gets out of the shower she is In his room waiting for him. when kotarou goes to school she Is almost allways there hoping to go with him.

   WHY COULDENT THIS BE ME.  I had friends who were girls as a child. infact rita was the one who introduced me to games with sonic the hegehog for the genesis. but I never talk to her and Im sure she Is a whore now. My entire life women have allways acted like Im a worthless insect to them, even when I tried desperately to get their attention. I guess this is what drove me Into anime. but Its also one of the things I sometimes dislike about it.

does anyone else ever feel this way?

I think many people feel this way, though one thing you may be doing that I think lots of people also do is have really high standards because 2D girls are so perfect in every way. There are too many ronery nerds of both genders I think because so many are doing this.